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“I’m trying to be alone without feeling lonely.”

— Unknown

I had a dream the people I enjoy close company too shifted around, back and forth or just gone. describes my relationships…I just want someone to love me :-(

al these boys, just wanna hold me, feel me up, kiss me, murmur sweet words and then just leave. disappear.

I haven’t been my best lately. I’m not so upbeat, confident, energetic, easy going. I’m so irritable, quiet, nervous and self conscious. I stutter and avoid eye contact at the front cashier. That never really happened before. Why do I let myself down, god even a friend approached me and asked why my confidence isn’t gleaming like it did.

every thing I had with a boy just went terribly wrong. I don’t know if I ever felt love towards another person. I push away people who want to know me better that way. I’ve been feeling so flat lately that love and feelings don’t appeal to me. I’ve been feeling lonely and accepting it at the same time. I hope I’m not just bearing through life. really now just borders on monotone.